Hagar found herself in an impossible situation. What had she gotten herself into? Not too long ago, she thought she had it made. She was going to give birth to Abram’s first-born son. She felt way more important than the servant girl she had been in the past. While she was feeling special, she may have let it go to her head a little bit. She’d made a few mistakes and behaved badly.
Now Sarai was furious with her. And Abram wouldn’t even come to her defense.
They were the ones that put her in this situation! Couldn’t they see what this was doing to her? Would anyone understand what she was going through?
Hagar was so desperate for escape from her situation that she fled into the desert – pregnant, alone, and empty-handed.
After talking to the angel of The Lord, Hagar realized that someone DID understand her.
Someone DID hear her cries of distress.
Someone DID see every tear she cried.
Someone DID look at her with love and compassion.
El Roi. The God Who Sees Me.
That contact between them was enough to send Hagar back, knowing the abuse that she would face.
That connection was enough to give Hagar hope that the situation would be better one day.
Father, thank You for seeing me and loving me. Thank You for knowing me and understanding me. When I’ve been wronged or when I’ve done wrong myself. Thank You for giving me enough hope to keep going when I feel the urge to run away from my problems.
And Lord, please open my eyes to see the ones who are feeling insignificant. Open my ears to hear the ones who are crying out in distress. Work through me to reach someone who needs to be seen. Amen
Today’s reading:
Genesis 16:6-15 NLT
6 “Abram replied, “Look, she is your servant, so deal with her as you see fit.” Then Sarai treated Hagar so harshly that she finally ran away.
7 The angel of the Lord found Hagar beside a spring of water in the wilderness, along the road to Shur.
8 The angel said to her, “Hagar, Sarai’s servant, where have you come from, and where are you going?” “I’m running away from my mistress, Sarai,” she replied.
9 The angel of the Lord said to her, “Return to your mistress, and submit to her authority.”
10 Then he added, “I will give you more descendants than you can count.”
11 And the angel also said, “You are now pregnant and will give birth to a son. You are to name him Ishmael (which means ‘God hears’), for the Lord has heard your cry of distress.
12 This son of yours will be a wild man, as untamed as a wild donkey! He will raise his fist against everyone, and everyone will be against him. Yes, he will live in open hostility against all his relatives.”
13 Thereafter, Hagar used another name to refer to the Lord, who had spoken to her. She said, “You are the God who sees me.” She also said, “Have I truly seen the One who sees me?”
14 So that well was named Beer-lahai-roi (which means “well of the Living One who sees me”). It can still be found between Kadesh and Bered.
15 So Hagar gave Abram a son, and Abram named him Ishmael.”